I was determined to leave SZ until this got sorted one way or another for the sake of my health, but like the cars that slow down on a motorway when they see an accident, here I am, back again, every morning for an update, and like some others, I reached the conclusion that I just wanted it to end, let's go bust if it has to be, get rid of the Martins and rise again, and in a few years time we'd be AFC Wimbledon, back in the EFL, or not!
However, the interview with Justin and Tom the other day gave me a boost and I believe while they keep the faith, as well as Kevin and the rest of the long suffering coaches and staff, so should we.
Let's give it at least to the National League AGM and see where we stand, and hopefully, we'll still be standing! (With no embargo and no threatened ten point deductions hanging over us, again!)
The one phrase that's annoying me, sorry Smithy et al, is, 'the rat has played a blinder'. While accepting the logic, it looks on paper as if he has, I refuse to give him any credit at all!
Martin, and now his son it seems, are the ones that have created this complex mess over many years, trying to keep all their financial balls in the air, using the club as their personal plaything. The present York chairman saw through it and said, 'no thanks', and I'm sure Justin was well aware of the problems but carried on, for that I will be eternally grateful, especially, of course, if the club is finally sold to the consortium that he helped put together.
Its far easier to get into credit and let other people get yourself out of it, then actually try and sort it out on your own, the taxpayer did that for the banks that led to the last financial crisis, and guess what, there still doing the same but under other names, just look at the water companies at the moment.
These people, like the Martins, never learn, and no exactly what their doing, it's not 'playing a blinder', it's simply believing there's one rule for them, and one for the little people, and where SUFC is involved, that's us!
What the Martin's are doing is as natural to them as breathing, 'it what we do', to paraphrase a certain scorpion!
To quote a Liverpool supporter this morning re Klopp leaving; "It's an exhausting experience being a football fan, and I cannot even begin to imagine. being a manager who cares so sincerely for his club, the fans and the city they represent'