TB,
You've obviously(from your own account)had first hand experience here.
What made you get into drugs,how long were you using and more importantly, IMO,what motivated you to get off and stay off?
Chapeau, btw.
For me getting into drugs was a progression from being seriously overweight I was 16/17 years of age and 25 stone! Rather then have the courage to fight that I slowly got involved with drugs I started on cocaine that was my first drug I took this was at a weekend mainly, I was no threat to society but a threat to myself from about 18/19 till 25 I was a regular user many people have seen me at games in a total mess and many on here have seen it, something I look back on with total embarrassment, however this was not just cocaine now a certain hunt for a drug that would not burn a hold in my wallet so much but still give me the escapism I craved was MDMA this again was an experience but like I have said I was still not a threat to society more myself.
We played Walsall away few seasons back that day I should have died, I swallowed 2 grams of MDMA before 9:30am standing on the underground train shaking then managing to get on the train out of Euston and collapsing on the seat sitting there eyes closed convulsing and a huge patch of sweat develop around my neck turning my blue polo dark blue, then like the moment from train spotting when he falls back into the coffin I came around with a huge gasp of air and stood up. Thats how close I was to killing myself.
Addictive personality's are the key and they are the people that need the help, in my head Scott must drink more he must eat more, I must do whatever more then anybody else!!!
Coke did not lead me anywhere but as I started on hard drugs it opened the door to making every other drug thought of as lower class accessible however the down side of this is if I want more of a buzz and I want more euphoria then I can only go up the scale to the likes of Meth, Heroin and Crack - In my mind I would never touch cannabis why should I that drug is beneath me! THATS the mentality that users go through.
Since 16 I have taken....
Cocaine
MDMA
Ketamin
Methadrome (plant food)
Speed
Tramadol Hydrochloride (morphine tablets then go out drinking after taking 4)
Cannabis
Writing and looking at that list makes me ashamed of what I have polluted my body with over my younger years, its not big or clever and I am in no way shape or form proud, these drugs alienated me from my friends from football lost me countless girlfriends and jobs. I am 27 now living at home again, the situation I am in I might as well be 17 and even then most 17 year old will have more foundations then me!
I never would wish any of that above on anybody here is a thought if you added up all them hours I was feeling on top of the world and feeling euphoric take that number and times it by 1000 thats how many more times I have paid for it with feeling down depressed angry and all them mix of emotions.
With the help of friends just before I turned 26 I started to battle my way out, weight loss appeared to be as good as any drug with no come down! also getting down the gym smashing out weights with adrenalin pumping thats even better!
Thats my story really if anybody wants to ask me any questions I will openly like above and if anybody wants any advice message me.
As I said before none of that above I am proud of and many would not even dare to make public they had a past like that, but if I can put off one person from my own story then its all worth it :thumbsup: